Tuesday, 18 October 2011

sentiasa bahagia sentiasa derita :)

apela maksud entry kali nie.
aku pon tak faham laa, cinta tak sentiasanya bahagia.
and cinta jugak tak sentiasanya derita.
aku just nak dia untuk aku, aku nak dia bagi kaseh sayang, manja semua kat aku.
manjakan aku, sayangkan aku, pelok aku, cium aku, setia dengan aku, jujur.
sentiasa mcm tu dengan aku.
baru aku bole percaya  kat kau sikit demi sedikit.
tapi kau selalu mengelak.
aku tau kau malu dapat aku sayang.
aku gemok, gigi jonggang, lemak sini sana. rupa entah ape2.
aku tau semua tu. bgtau aku that thing's not working out between us.
and i know that you don't want me no more.
don't make me fall for you until i can't get back up.
if you're not love me as much as i do.
yes, i love you. so so much.
but im confused and scared that i might lose you and you just pretending to love me.
when my girls sleep's at our house.
you're not the same.
selalu if baby kat dapur buat ape2 sekalipon.
sayang datang jenguk baby, tak bole tak pandang baby sikit pon.
takot baby tade kat depan mata even sesaat.
but when my girl's came along, where are you?
are you the one that i know? or the one that i didn't know at all?
yeah im a girl, i know that.
tapi takkan baby tak bole jumpa kawan2, lepak dengan kawan2?
even malam2? bukan baby tak puas hati or whatever.
but i just want you to be fair.
you can go out, and balek pukul 2 3 pagi.
but me? NO.
absolutely NOT !
i make changes for you. don't you appreciate it when im around?
or sayang akan appreciate baby bila baby just ada jasad yang sempurna.
cuma tak bernyawa?
think about it sayang. i can appreciate what you had.
i can off my phone. not pengkid, no boys calling me or texting me.
just my girl's.
i rather throw my memories about past. just for you.
i just want you to sincere with me.
tell me im beautiful.
how incredible i am, im the greatest that you ever had.
but no, im just like an ant. 
you never notice when im arrive.
i really proud to have you as my husband.
i really do.
because im TAKEN BY THE BEST..
but......



you never proud of me..
because you ashamed to admit..
that you have me as your WIFE.

:)

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