love makes every tears turn into blood :)

dear HEART,

do you know something??

i want to share something why i love him.

" I LOVE HIM "

means that i accept him for the person that he is.

and that i do not wish to change him into someone else.

it means that I WILL LOVE HIM and.

STAND BY HIM EVEN THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES.

it means LOVING HIM when he's in a bad mood or too TIRED to do thing that i want to do.

it means LOVING HIM when his felling DOWN.

not just when HE'S FUN TO BE WITH.

I LOVE HIM means that i know his DEEPEST SECRET'S and do not judge him for THEM.

asking in return only that he will not judge me for mine.

it means that i care enough to FIGHT for what we have and that

 I LOVE HIM ENOUGH NOT TO LET GO.

it means that i'll be OK when him with her.

LOVING YOU means standing by HIM

EVEN WHEN HE'S RIPPING MY HEART PIECE BY PIECE.

he wouldn't understand how much i love him.

BECAUSE HE'S ONLY CARE ABOUT HIS FEELING.

AND NOT MINE.

I WANT TO BE THIN LIKE SELENA GOMEZ !

i will do it starting tomorrow.

aku tak kesah aku dapat aneroxia or whatever.

aku gemok , and semua lelaki tak suka and takkan terima aku berlemak mcm nie.

haha FUCK if anybody loves me like this.

FULL OF BULLSHIT !

aku tak nak makan , aku tak nak mnum manis2. aku just mnum air kosong je.

aku tak kesah aku saket masok hospital.

asalkan aku dapat kurus.

orang nak tnggalkan aku sebab kurus.

GO TO HELL.

aku tak kesah asalkan aku nak jugak kurus.

biar aku mati sebab tak makan.

tak mnyusahkan hdup kau and orang lain.

bla laa cari orang lain.

jangan bodokan diri kau sebab kan pmpuan mcm aku.

kau takkan dapat terima punya.

HAHA !! aku memang gila.

gila sebab cinta yang entah ape2 nie !

biar aku hidup sorang2. kau bla laa cari kebahagiaan kau sendiri.

banyak pmpuan yang nak kat kau and aku pasti yang akan datang nie lagi chantek dr aku.

lagi mantap body dia dr aku.

HAHAHA !!!! amin !